While I was at work today, I had the Boston Marathon playing in the background and my runners that I follow on DailyMile on the tracker site on constant reload.
While this blog is updated sporadically at best, most people who follow me on Twitter, Facebook or DailyMile know that I’ve had a tough time of it lately as far as running is concerned. I trained for almost six months for Austin only to have to pull out at mile 14 because of a nagging IT band injury that started on my long runs six weeks before the race. I was devastated and felt like a failure. While I’ve started feeling a little better about things, these thoughts still waft in every now and then.
That’s what makes today so inspiring. I saw someone who has been dealing with an Achilles injury for most of his training, run a sub-three-hour marathon. I saw someone run a DOUBLE Boston Marathon only 9 days after finishing another 50-mile race.
Does this erase all traces of self doubt and negative self talk? Of course not. Do I magically think I can now finish this race distance that has magically eluded me? Maybe. Am I scared to begin the training routine all over again on May 1 (not to mention train in the hellish Austin summer heat)? You betcha. I guess at the end of the day, all I can do is run. Do the training. Know that my body doesn’t hold up to running long distances as others. Run 4 days a week. Yoga twice a week. Anything else is beyond my control.
Some people might be able to prevail and overcome injuries and adversity to reach their goals. I have yet to prove that I can. But if watching all of the talented, hard working and inspiring runners today has taught me anything, it’s that you don’t know what you can do unless you try.
ht’s class was pretty challenging. Not just trying to leave work at a relatively decent hour to navigate the traffic up to the North Austin studio, but my balance was pretty much non-existent. I couldn’t even hold it during one of my best postures, Eagle Pose (seen here).